我的故事吗?从93年开始，不到3个月我就迷上了宾果游戏。当我想出去找点乐子，给自己一个安静的时间的时候，这个想法就慢慢地出现了。可悲的是，我不知道这种上瘾会导致我逃避所有的问题。3个月后，我意识到我被迷住了。我知道，但我不在乎。这是我对自己和他人的第一个谎言，但我继续。我否认发生了什么事。老实说，我不想停下来。在四年的每日赌博中，我所有的钱都花光了。 I had been involved in other areas in my life going to Al Anon years before, so I knew my focus was so intent on gambling and I knew I was addicted to the bet and needed help. And when all was spent, I knew there had to be Help for me , so I made the call. I called Gamblers Anonymous May of 1997. I went and was free of gambling for 2 years, but the bet lived in me yet. Well, I went back out. In fact, over the next five years I would go back out frequently. Come back in to GA . I considered myself a Binge Gambler in those years.
终于，在2002年，经历了一次又一次的痛苦，把所有的事情都归咎于外部环境，我终于想要过自己的生活，实际上我再也没有人可以责怪了。我找不到借口了。所以我对自己负责。最后，我不再把自己的问题归咎于别人。我也参加了静修以寻求精神上的指导。只要有帮助，我就去。今天，无论任何人做什么，我都不值得为了任何一种赌博而自我毁灭。无论生活中发生什么事情，赌博都不是逃避的方法。这一切的讽刺，没有逃避，没有逃避，只是一时的感觉。今天，我面对我需要做的事情，整理我的问题。 Talking, sharing life’s issues with all. I have no secrets that once propelled me into the escape back in 1993. It is so much easier seeing it all now, but then I was so afraid ..to say..but then at that time I did not know where to start. That is parts of my story. Thank you for reading. Gams5.